
In the gray places
of my soul before
I even know to call
out, He is there.
In the wrestling hour
of night, the nudging
that keeps me unsure,
those times my mind
cannot control the volume
of thought, when the wave
upon wave of incessant
uncertainty pounds
me to a shallowness
I can still drown in,
a wallow of despair,
He is there.
If once I surrender,
let loose my doubt,
scream out that Name
above all others, I am found
and settled in the patient
care of the Man of Sorrows,
my Comforter meets me in
His redemptive house,
and I sit in surrendered
awed at the feet of Jesus.

—C.L. Fisher, Nov. 2020
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Love this all. And I’ve lived it all. ❤️
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