…out of the mud and mire… — from Psalm 40:2 It begins — that hint of light flashing somewhere at the periphery, but there even as I close my eyes, the way you see sparks after flash photography, and soon that faint flicker becomes loud, a sharp-edged row of teeth and claws biting and scratching me,Continue reading “Migraine”
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It Becomes…
I consider the walls, a protection from weather and intruders, an allowance for privacy, a safe place for all of our things, … but it is so much more than this…. It becomes a sanctuary, a holding place for prayers and dreams and tears and laughter. Joy and the inevitable pain cling to walls andContinue reading “It Becomes…”
Poets
Poetry is an echo asking a shadow to dance. — Carl Sandburg There are poets because pain and joy are intangible but real, manifestations that can sometimes sound like mud or feel like purple. —C.L. Fisher, March 2021 Unless otherwise indicated, all content, including writing and images, are the work of C.L. Fisher and mayContinue reading “Poets”
An Anguished Ache
You may think no one will understand a pain you carry, that deep wound that overwhelms and defines your being. You may doubt that you are worthy of real love, and so deny yourself any compassionate understanding. You may cry out in the shadow-silence of your soul and wonder if God knows theContinue reading “An Anguished Ache”
“Olden Times and Ancient Rhymes”
“Because of God’s tender mercy, the morning light from heaven is about to break upon us, to give light to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of death, and to guide us to the path of peace.” — Luke 1:78-79, NLT There is this melancholy air during the holidays… that bittersweet nostalgia,Continue reading ““Olden Times and Ancient Rhymes””
Unfettered
“….Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead, I press on…” —from Philippians 3:13-14, NLT Release, relinquish, with palms open — What do you hold so tightly you are bound in place, held, imprisoned? Sometimes what we surrender is as important as what we embrace. Search your heart for chains — What binds youContinue reading “Unfettered”
Believing
We sometimes heave a prayer of “why” that leaves us sobbing or wrestles us into a guttural moaning when there are no words for such a chasm-ache. We grapple with circumstance as we go from weeping to screaming to falling into exhausted heaps, mute and dried out, struggling to understand or cope with the now Continue reading “Believing”
Beautiful Ache
The Tension that exists when you have no child of your own, but you have wonderful children in your life; it is my thorn in the flesh, to have the love and relationship as an aunt, friend, teacher, but those titles, while blessed and meaningful, cannot replace the one name I will never hear whispered Continue reading “Beautiful Ache”
Wounded
Quick now, here, now, always — A condition of complete simplicity (Costing not less than everything) And all shall be well and All manner of thing shall be well When the tongues of flames are in-folded Into the crowned knot of fire And the fire and the rose are one. — T.S. Eliot, Little GiddingContinue reading “Wounded”