Believing

We sometimes heave  a prayer of “why”  that leaves us sobbing  or wrestles us into  a guttural moaning  when there are no words  for such a chasm-ache.  We grapple with circumstance  as we go from weeping  to screaming to falling  into exhausted heaps,  mute and dried out,  struggling to understand  or cope with the now Continue reading “Believing”

Early Watches

I hear You best in early watches, 2, 3, 4am; Your presence near, and I am wide-eyed  with questions, my whys and what ifs, and I feel like a child just awakened by lightening. You attend me patiently, calm my flutterings, and nudge me  to remember other souls to pray over.  In these predawn hours,Continue reading “Early Watches”